After what happened in the dining room, he becomes himself and he becomes somber, he felt guilt in his mind and his body. It's inconvenient that they live in separate quarters so he has to go to his room, but perhaps he doesn't deserve him in the long-run after what happened.
With a knock on the door, "Xingchen? Are you there? I need to see you." And talk. Feeling nervous, he waits.
confession time
With a knock on the door, "Xingchen? Are you there? I need to see you." And talk. Feeling nervous, he waits.