Xingchen has been helping at Elcin's clinic, but today is bad enough that he feels envious of people for being able to see, and that is...
He cannot accept himself like this. So he has returned to his room to hide meditate and attempt to find some balance. He should be able to control this. He did not complete his training enough to come down a mountain at seventeen because he was weak or could not balance his spiritual energy, clear his meridians. He. He has to do better.
Then Zichen's voice comes and something in Xingchen's chest relaxes a little, his voice clear and more or less calm.
"Come in. The door is not locked."
He is settled for meditation near the middle of the small room, his minion curled in a mostly closed cupboard it likes for naps. He usually lets it wander while he is in the room, but the little snowmen pose danger, so he is keeping it close.
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He cannot accept himself like this. So he has returned to his room to
hidemeditate and attempt to find some balance. He should be able to control this. He did not complete his training enough to come down a mountain at seventeen because he was weak or could not balance his spiritual energy, clear his meridians. He. He has to do better.Then Zichen's voice comes and something in Xingchen's chest relaxes a little, his voice clear and more or less calm.
"Come in. The door is not locked."
He is settled for meditation near the middle of the small room, his minion curled in a mostly closed cupboard it likes for naps. He usually lets it wander while he is in the room, but the little snowmen pose danger, so he is keeping it close.